Ahhh Ibiza. A place filled with sun, sand and music...a lot of music. Ibiza is somewhere that truly holds a place in my heart. I’ve been a few times now and it’s a place I'd say you have to go at least once in your life. Whether you go to the party side of the … Continue reading Ooh Ahh Ibiza!
It's no secret that Amsterdam is known for being one of the perfect places to go and get high. Being quite possibly the most popular place for beginners-experienced smokers to go in Europe. I first went to Amsterdam in September 2015. Me and L decided to go. It was quite spontaneous. He had been before … Continue reading Amsterdam
I've been in Australia now for just over 2 weeks and even in that short period of time I've learnt some interesting and slightly eye opening things about myself. Value. When you suffer from a mental illness it can be hard to realise your self worth. My depression led me to believe that I am … Continue reading What I’ve Learnt Since Moving To Australia
For the past few evenings I’ve been able to go for about a 45 minute run (roughly) after I have finished work and it’s strange to see how a different environment has a positive impact on my anxiety. I’ve always had trouble running in public. My anxiety gets the better of me so before I … Continue reading Running Free
Today is a day I used to dread. Normally by now I would have woken up in tears and I would be lying in my depressive hole for the rest of the day. I would normally go on social media and see people posting their tributes to their dad and I would either get angry at the … Continue reading Happy Fathers Day!
It's a topic that I cannot seem to get my family members (mostly my mum) to understand. I have absolutely no plans to ever have children. In all honesty, I don't think I've ever been a fan of babies or children. I live in a community where young parents (some younger than me) is the norm and I … Continue reading The ‘Grand Children’ Talk…
I've spoken about my past with self harm, which you can read here if you would like, but my past with suicidal thoughts and attempted suicide is a topic that nobody in my life really knows about. After my dads death I was riddled with guilt, grief and pain. It was a lot for a 12 … Continue reading My Past Suicide Attempt
Hello readers! I've missed you all! I landed back from Cape Verde last night and I already wish I was still over there! It's such a beautiful place! The hotel we stayed at was just wonderful. Built on the sea front, it had its own section of the beach just for hotel guests. One day … Continue reading Beach Yoga In Cape Verde
The other evening I went for a hack with my loan horse Bubbles. It was quite late in the evening but still warm so I decided we'd go bareback. It's something we do every now and again as we both enjoy it! I live in a pretty busy community, but the yard is set in … Continue reading Never Underestimate The Power Of Being Around A Horse
My friends and family don't know this, so if one day they happen to read this article I'd like to say I'm sorry I never told you. After my dad died I had major struggles with myself. I was riddled with what ifs and the guilt I felt from his death took over my life. … Continue reading My Past With Self Harm