Commitment. It’s a fairly big word with a big meaning. To commit to something or someone means you are dedicated. You’re in it for the long term whether it is a relationship, a job or owning a pet. You are committed to that thing. I have commitment issues that I joke about all the time … Continue reading Commitment
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Magic Millions
Magic Millions is a horse sales that happens every year at the Gold Coast. They sell racefillies, mares, stallions as well as weanlings and yearling thoroughbreds. When I came to Australia I worked at a thoroughbred stud yard and did the 3 months yearling preparation for the sales in January 2019. At the time my … Continue reading Magic Millions
Running Free
For the past few evenings I’ve been able to go for about a 45 minute run (roughly) after I have finished work and it’s strange to see how a different environment has a positive impact on my anxiety. I’ve always had trouble running in public. My anxiety gets the better of me so before I … Continue reading Running Free
Panic Attacks Are A B**ch
I've suffered with panic attacks for as long as I can remember but it's only in the past couple of years I've actually realised that those random moments of fear and dread are in fact panic attacks. The first panic attack that I can remember was from maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I was … Continue reading Panic Attacks Are A B**ch
Conquering My Fear Of Loneliness
I've been single now for a fair few years. Looking back, my previous relationship was pretty much a train wreck. After I broke up with him (This was probably our 3rd break up) I knew that I wasn't ever getting back into a relationship with him again. I was well and truly done with all … Continue reading Conquering My Fear Of Loneliness
The Life Of Emma 