Grief is no stranger to me. Grief is a quiet friend that reminds me of the harsh reality of life. When I saw my mums name on my phone at 9:24pm on Saturday night, I knew what the call would be about. I knew there was a reason my grandad had been on my mind … Continue reading Clifford Hope
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Euphoria: Rue & I
Grief, sometimes it can strike you when you least expect it. You’re always aware of whoever you have lost and you’re aware that you won’t see them again, but every now and again your mind reminds you of the hurt, pain and sadness you suffered during the process. I think that’s why grief is so … Continue reading Euphoria: Rue & I
Goodbyes Get Harder
The UK will always be my home and I’ll always have a home to go to in the UK. It’s where I am from, where I grew up, it is home to my loved ones and fond memories but I know I could never be completely at home there anymore. I often get asked whether … Continue reading Goodbyes Get Harder
What If?
The what ifs that circle around our head can cause us so much pain. The what if I had done that? Or what if I had said this? They are endless and they can ruin our mental state. After my dads death I was filled with what ifs which led to me feeling a huge … Continue reading What If?
Sydney Baby!
So I finished my first 6 months of work in Australia therefore it's now time to travel and explore! My mum landed in Sydney on the 1st February after a few days in Singapore. Little did she know I was waiting for her at the airport! I think it's safe to say she was surprised! … Continue reading Sydney Baby!
The Big Apple
I’m not much of a city person but New York is a must see for everyone! It’s always been a place I’ve wanted to visit but at the same time I felt as though I wouldn’t be arsed if I never got around to going. Back in 2017 my mum and I went as joint … Continue reading The Big Apple
10 Year Challenge
Trending around social media at the moment is the 10 year challenge. For those who aren't on social media, it's basically where you post a picture of yourself now and a picture of yourself 10 years ago. I’m not one to follow trends in real life or social media but I thought I could give … Continue reading 10 Year Challenge
My Kind Of Home Sick
A couple of weeks ago I asked my mum to send me a few items over here. One of them being a hoodie that my best friend Z gave to me a while back and its one of my favourite hoodies. I wanted to bring it out here with me but I didn't have the … Continue reading My Kind Of Home Sick
A Thank You To My Boy
This is a thank you to the most amazing boy in my life. For the past 10 years he has been by my side through thick and thin and he is always full of love, happiness and positivity, I can still remember the first day I saw him ever so clearly. No words will ever … Continue reading A Thank You To My Boy
My Box Of Memories
I keep hold of receipts, leaflets, flight tickets, train tickets and whatnot from holidays, days out or my college years. I hoard it all. It might be things that are meaningless to others but to me they hold a fond place in my heart. This is my sweet tin which is where I keep all … Continue reading My Box Of Memories