Commitment. It’s a fairly big word with a big meaning. To commit to something or someone means you are dedicated. You’re in it for the long term whether it is a relationship, a job or owning a pet. You are committed to that thing. I have commitment issues that I joke about all the time … Continue reading Commitment
Lets Get Personal
This Time Last Year
This time last year I had finally completed my CBT and counselling. It was a great day, hugely proud of myself and the following 12 months have been one hell of a journey. For a few months after I had finished my therapy I was still having some issues with anixety. My depression and PTSD … Continue reading This Time Last Year
Sleeping Songs – Depression Playlist
On the last 3 or 4 phones I have owned I had a 'sleeping songs' playlist. I first created the playlist when I got my very first iPhone back when I was around 17 years old. The playlist was created mainly because I was severely depressed. It was filled with emotional, slow songs that could … Continue reading Sleeping Songs – Depression Playlist
My Relationship With Alcohol
My relationship with alcohol has been a bit of a whirlwind. I’ve had many good times whilst drinking or being absolutely off my tits, but I’ve also had plenty of bad times whilst drinking or being absolutely off my tits. I remember my first taste of alcohol. I was 13 and one of my school … Continue reading My Relationship With Alcohol
Farewell 2018!
It's getting closer and closer to the end of 2018 and what a year it has been. It's the first year in a while where there has been more ups than downs but it has been a roller coaster adventure. I've had a tough couple of months with my anxiety. It's been a real shitter … Continue reading Farewell 2018!
Anxiety In Australia
Anxiety can impact each one of us differently and it can really fuck with our heads. I've had anxiety for many years but only really realised I had it in the past couple of years. I didn't realise how much my anxiety impacted my life till I started my online counselling last year. The counselling … Continue reading Anxiety In Australia
Anxiety Troubles
Anxiety is shit. Anxiety is something I am still trying to conquer. I have my good moments where my confidence is through the roof, my insecurities don't exist and I don't give any fucks about what others might be saying or thinking but recently it's not been like that. My anxiety has put me back … Continue reading Anxiety Troubles
My Kind Of Home Sick
A couple of weeks ago I asked my mum to send me a few items over here. One of them being a hoodie that my best friend Z gave to me a while back and its one of my favourite hoodies. I wanted to bring it out here with me but I didn't have the … Continue reading My Kind Of Home Sick
Days Like Today
It’s my weekend off and I’m so excited to do absolutely nothing. I need to recharge my batteries. This weekend is focused on getting back on track with my yoga, soul cards and meditation as I have lost my routine slightly since my move here. My energy needs a cleanse and a re balance and … Continue reading Days Like Today
A Reminder Of Why I Quit Alcohol
(Written on the 29/08/2018) So the other night we had a party at the yard to celebrate the success of our open days and I think its safe to say I consumed a fair amount of alcohol… My relationship with alcohol has been a bit of a rocky one. I’ve always been known as the … Continue reading A Reminder Of Why I Quit Alcohol
